Waiting For You
I sit here waiting for you
Realising how I've always just waited for you
I sit here looking at the broken pieces
Realising how you never even loved me the same
And the realisation strikes harder
Harder than the love you gave me
As I fall to pieces of someone I never was
And the scars open up
The ones you promised to heal
Making me wonder what did you even feel
I know I should run
I know I should stop
Back off call it ends and start afresh
But can I ? I ask myself
As I sit here waiting for you
Realising all I ever did was wait
~messy