Waiting For You

I sit here waiting for you Realising how I've always just waited for you I sit here looking at the broken pieces Realising how you never even loved me the same And the realisation strikes harder Harder than the love you gave me As I fall to pieces of someone I never was And the scars open up The ones you promised to heal Making me wonder what did you even feel I know I should run I know I should stop Back off call it ends and start afresh But can I ? I ask myself As I sit here waiting for you Realising all I ever did was wait ~messy